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Taking a break. [Jul. 22nd, 2008|11:01 am]

suedeheadspike
[Current Music |Nightmar of You - Bang!]

Wow, it's been so crazy at work for the last few weeks, that I forgot what it was like to be able to take a morning break (I look forward to having a *gasp* lunch break later today, as well-) and I wanna take a sec to write about a few things right quick.

* My thoughts on: The Dark Knight (film)
A small 'almost review.' With vague spoilers. )

* My thoughts on: Final Fantasy Tactics A2 (Nintendo DS)
Another small 'almost review.' )

Also noteworthy is that Speed Racer hits DVD and Blu-Ray on 9/16. This news pleases me greatly, as it's still my favorite film this year.

And since I'm hitting the 'post' button at 4:10, during my afternoon break, you may be happy to know that I did take a lunch today. It was fantastic. :)
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[Jul. 22nd, 2008|04:09 pm]

leperchan5
So I made walls a few days ago... It's awesome!
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Sometimes, it's the simple things that can mean so much. [Jul. 22nd, 2008|02:19 am]

montecristo
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[Current Location |In my happy place]
[Current Mood |permagrin]
[Current Music |tuneless lyrics, echoing in my ears]

Random thoughts, or as my friend [info]eithnepdb might say, "Tiny Notes" from the smallest meeting possible:

  • If I could bottle that, I'd be rich.

  • Sometimes, contra the Klingon proverb, revenge is better served piping hot.

  • Canary feathers: best attacked with toothpick, rotary brush, or floss?

  • I hold with those who favor fire.

  • Ooh, in between the dark and the light.

  • Why yes, I will have fries with that.

  • Neeyur, neeyur, neeyur, neeyur, neeyur, neeyur, neeyur.

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Today's [info]vintagephoto gem [Jul. 21st, 2008|03:13 pm]

blaugirl
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All those signs, I knew what they meant... [Jul. 19th, 2008|02:41 pm]

montecristo
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[Current Location |Livermore, CA (home)]
[Current Mood |pensively aroused]
[Current Music |Coldplay - Speed Of Sound]

Sometimes I wonder about the sexes and how they interact. Us guys, we can be pretty oblivious, sometimes, and sometimes it does seem that we are focused deeply upon just one thing. Of course this exasperates women too, sometimes, unless they happen to be deeply interested in "that one thing" at the moment themselves. All of that is quite understandable. I just wonder how often it is that women stop to consider that most guys can be brought to appreciate the subtler and richer nuances inherent in straight, intimate relations...and some of us have been there for quite some time now.

Make no mistake, as a red-blooded straight male I do take appropriate and very appreciative notice when I see a picture of breasts, or a woman's vagina peeking coyly out from under the hemline of a flirtatiously lifted skirt, or when I am told that a woman is currently padding about in her living room au naturel and that her boobs are getting cool in the evening breeze. Nevertheless, there are plenty of additional subtle curiosities which run through (at least some) men's minds when contemplating things like this, in addition to being aware of their own anatomical rigidity. Not all of the blood goes to "the little head" when we are aroused. Some of us ponder additional questions when thinking about a woman even in an erotic context. What expression is on your face right now? Are your pupils large or are your eyes closed? What happens to your expression when you're "about to pop"? What does your throat taste like this evening? How about your lips, earlobes? What would your heart sound like if I laid my ear between those chilly humps and listened? What scent is in your hair? Do you know that I can close my eyes and feel the contours of your face between my palms? Do you know that when I hear your voice I can feel your breath on my skin?

How many women are aware what goes through guys' brains, really? I realize that most of us aren't really good at telling, but it makes me wonder. Just sayin'.
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7/18/2008 [Jul. 18th, 2008|10:03 pm]

suedeheadspike
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Fuck joss whedon up his stupid fucking ass

eta- Ok, it's not bad at all. Just not what I wanted.
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Posted using TxtLJ [Jul. 18th, 2008|02:51 am]

leperchan5
I saw batman now i work in 4 hours
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7/18/2008 [Jul. 18th, 2008|12:51 am]

suedeheadspike
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In theatre. holy fuck the joker
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E3 [Jul. 15th, 2008|09:33 pm]

leperchan5
Now I remeber back in the day when E3 was a huge deal. This could be because back in the days we didn't have frequent annoucements or the fact that I'm not into video games that much. I mean I hear the annoucements and I understand some the big deals here but my lack of caring really beats it over all. I personally think the best thing annouced from E3 so far is the add on that gives the Wii 1:1 in time in space, can't wait to see if it will only be effected by new games or will it give some of the old games the percision it needs.

So thats it.. 1:1 for the wii.... oh and Green 360 controler... the rest I'm like... eh.
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Big smile for the camera, how did we know, the moment could've been lost forever [Jul. 15th, 2008|08:36 pm]

montecristo
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[Current Location |Livermore, CA (home)]
[Current Mood |Mama, don't take my Kodachrome away]
[Current Music |R.E.M. & Natalie Merchant - Photograph]

Just for a lark, I logged onto Friendster this evening. I was browsing around and I popped over to visit the page of my friend Will. I've known Will since he was about four and I was enterting kindergarten. He lived up the street from me. He's a special effects artist in Hollywood now. I was surprised to discover that he'd posted an old picture of himself and my brother and I from the time when we were kids. The picture is from the late 70's, probably my freshman high school year, 1978-79. I was fourteen or fifteen when this was taken and my partners in crime would have been eleven or twelve. That's me on the left, my brother Stephen on the right, and Will in the middle. That picture is thirty years old. I have friends younger than that now. I have a daughter older than I was in that picture. It seems like so long ago. Those kids had no idea of the middle aged guys they would become.

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E3 08. [Jul. 15th, 2008|01:43 pm]

suedeheadspike
[Current Music |Cheap Trick - Dream Police]

I've seen a lot of bitching online about Nintendo's E3 event today.

And for my money? I want Wii Sports Resort SO BADLY! OMG Jet Ski looks like Wave Race finally revisited, which fulls me with pure white JOY and colourful fuckin' RAINBOWS.

Seriously. I'm very excited.
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[Jul. 14th, 2008|04:12 pm]

leperchan5
[Current Music |Say Anything - Alive with the glory of love]

So I had a talk a few days ago about my problems. Most we have established are more than doable and the silly fact of this... The more I don't spend time on my film, the more it will insure it's failure. Don't get me wrong there is SO much work and yet I'm here doing not much. Though to be fair, I do work better with pressure.

Enough banter, Tomorrow shall be the bringer of it all.
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E3 2008. The Unthinkable? [Jul. 14th, 2008|12:19 pm]

suedeheadspike
[Current Music |A recording of Tim playing Mandolin]

I promise this is my last E3 post today. But seriously?

http://www.joystiq.com/2008/07/14/final-fantasy-xiii-coming-to-xbox-360/

That's a big deal.
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E3 2008' (append) (or in re:Rock Band 2) [Jul. 14th, 2008|11:11 am]

suedeheadspike
http://xbox360.ign.com/articles/888/888781p1.html

Jesus christ, indeed. This list actually leaked a few weeks ago, and was promptly shot down, largely for featurning a GNR song that didn't exist. It's being a Chinese Democracy track explains a lot. And is pretty fucking exciting.

(in other news, I've been rereading Preacher, and it's making me curse like a sailor)
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E3! [Jul. 14th, 2008|10:58 am]

suedeheadspike
[Current Music |Mott the Hoople - All The Young Dudes]

E3 is going now, and as always it's just about the happiest time of the year.

The Microsoft Keynote is happening right this moment, and while I'm too busy to liveblog the liveblogs (sadly, since that's always hilarious) I would suggest checking out Kotaku, Joystiq and 'The Gaf' frequently today, and again tomorrow (Nintendo event at 9am pst!)

http://kotaku.com/5024946/portal-still-alive-dated-2008-for-xbox-live-arcade
http://www.joystiq.com/2008/07/14/resident-evil-5-to-offer-online-co-op-delayed-to-march-2009/
http://www.joystiq.com/2008/07/14/galaga-legions-goes-to-xbla-from-pac-man-ce-team/
http://www.joystiq.com/2008/07/14/microsofts-lips-supports-motion-sensitive-wireless-mics/
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Bad news: journalism continues to deterriorate, public amused [Jul. 14th, 2008|10:35 am]

montecristo
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[Current Location |Alameda, CA (work)]
[Current Music |Pretenders - Brass In Pocket]

This morning in Alameda, while driving to work, I noticed a kid's red helium balloon blowing slowly down the middle of the middle of the street. Yes, the Nena song immediately came to mind.

I was poking around on Lew Rockwell's blog page this morning and saw where Lew noted that the LA Times had a story about a German paper company refusing to ship more paper for printing banknotes to Zimbabwe, where there is rampant hyperinflation. I love Rockwell's sense of irony. He noted that the LA Times story was headlined: "Lack of bank note paper threatens Zimbabwe economy." The joke is that this is analogous to a headline stating: "Dangerous Crack Shortage Threatens Health of Junkies". It's all funny papers now.
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Day to day, where do you want to be [Jul. 13th, 2008|09:59 pm]

montecristo
[Tags|, , , , ]
[Current Location |Livermore, CA (home)]
[Current Mood |full of pizza]
[Current Music |Gomez - See The World]

It's been a short week. I had Monday off for the Independence Holiday. It was a really warm day today. Fortunately, it was cooler today than it has been earlier in the week. It's cracked triple Fahrenheit digits earlier in the week. I'm also fortunate in that I work in Alameda, where the temperatures average about 20 Fahrenheit degrees cooler. California has been burning. There have been fires everywhere here in the Bay Area and the Central Valley. There has been a thick haze of smoke everywhere and the sky gets completely overcast with smoke sometimes. Large patches of fields here and there have been burnt and the air reeks of burning things. As I've said before in these pages, sometimes in the summer it's like Mordor on the West Coast. I think that the fire fighters are getting the better of the blazes, as the air has been clearing a bit and has been becoming not quite so smelly over the course of the past three weeks.

I haven't seen the girls for three weeks now. I had a fun week with them in June. It started unpleasantly, with a visit to the dental surgeon for Jackie to get her wisdom teeth extracted on Friday, June 20. I took Friday, Monday, and Tuesday as vacation days so that I could have the girls with me while Jackie recuperated from her wisdom tooth extraction. Jackie had three wisdom teeth. She was missing the one on the lower left side. The trip to Sacramento was a pleasant drive. On the way up I saw a dead coyote on the right side of I-5, just north of Lodi. I thought when I saw it: "Dude, I warned you about those cheap Acme Rocket Packs."

Jackie spent a few hours in surgery with Dr. Margaret Delmore and the surgery went off without a hitch. Dr. Delmore is a nice lady and strikes me as very competent. She's very good about putting people at ease when talking to them and she answers questions thoroughly. The ride back was kind of logistically problematical without the air conditioning in the car, which has been out of commission these past two years now. Crystal set us up with some extra ice packs and got Jackie a case of chocolate energy drink powdered shakes before we left. The girls and I stopped at Jamba Juice before leaving Sacramento and everybody got drinks. Jackie was encouraged not to talk for the first day after the surgery, so she wrote her order on a piece of note paper and showed it to the clerks. We thought it was funny in that a couple of the clerks were acting as if they thought that because she couldn't talk it was obvious that she couldn't hear, even though she explained to them that wisdom teeth extraction was the reason for her speechlessness and she was asking what she could drink that didn't have a lot of seeds, pulp, or fiber in it. Oh boy. A couple of times they addressed their answers to her questions to me, as if she wouldn't be able to hear them. It kind of tweaked Jackie's sensibilities. People are funny.

Shannon has started picking up her guitar again. I guess after the flirtation with singing gave her a case of stage-philia (is this an INFP thang?) she figured that she would stand better chances of getting in with bands if she actually played an instrument too. She mentioned about taking her guitar to the park with her to play around and practice and people came along and tossed money in her case, which surprised her. I shudder to ask her how much she's made that way. She's not really got it all down yet but she's much further along than "Mary Had a Little Lamb." I'm proud of her. She brought her guitar with her to practice. She calls her guitar "Cheese" because it's stringy. My daughter has an amazing talent for odd-association and non sequitur humor.

We watched movies, played on the computer, talked, played video games and just basically hung out around the house most of the time. I love talking with my daughters. They're such interesting people. We have great music discussions. Mostly, it was just Shannon and I doing the talking on that first day, and running errands to the store to get Jackie things she could eat with her stitches. Jackie recovered from the surgery quickly. The bleeding stopped at the end of the first day but she still didn't feel like getting out and around and was still on Tylenol with codeine for the pain. On Saturday morning, I think, I was sitting in the den in my robe working on the computer when the doorbell rang. Given that Jackie was up and around, and more dressed than I and was closer to the door, I asked her to get it. It was a bit of fortunate serendipity that she did. Her boyfriend Joseph had sent her a bouquet of these really interesting pink-spattered lilies. I had forgotten what they are called but after serendipitously running across a picture of the same flower on [info]eithnepdb's page, I know that they are Star-gazer Asiatic Lilies. They look really nifty. There was a Mylar get-well printed balloon as well. She was surprised. Apparently, Joseph had called Shannon to get my address. The boy is no dummy, and he treats her well. I think I like the guy. Jackie tells me that he often defends me to her when she is complaining about me. All right, he can date my daughter. I just hope the two of them continue to behave themselves. When she got back to her mother's house, she had me take her to the grocery store so that she could buy ingredients to make him a pie in gratitude. Apparently, one of Joseph's friends or his brother had joked that women are good for only two things, making pies and babies...so she's making him a pie. Jackie humor is so different from Shannon humor but both of them are hilarious when they've a mind to be, which is often.

Jackie also decided to reward her boyfriend with one of those knitted friendship bracelets that she learned how to make from her friend Rachel. While working on the bracelet she noticed that she could tell when the Tylenol with codeine was wearing off because the mistakes in the sequence of knots became fewer and fewer. That's when she decided to switch to the non-codeine Tylenol during the day and save the prescription ones for bedtime. I got interested in her knitting project and ended up with one of the bracelets as well. Mine is green and red and brown striped. I've been wearing it ever since. I still have a blue, yellow, and maroon striped one that her mother made me when we were in college.

Monday evening the girls went crazy and trashed my kitchen. They decided to make a good meal instead of eating the various frozen dinners which are often the staples of my place. In fact, we have frozen, take out, or dine-in meals so often Jackie is convinced that I cannot cook anything if it does not involve putting a box in the microwave. Little beast. I like to cook. Can I help it that I only like cooking with company? At any rate, the daughters have acquired their mother's sense of territoriality about the kitchen. I am allowed to be company, but not to participate. Feh! At any rate, Shannon whipped up a cookie sheet full of this delicious almond toffee that was blow-your-head-off rich. Shannon has decided that if she focuses on candies and pastries she can maintain her vegetarian principles without having the carnivores for whom she is cooking be disappointed. She had previously been experimenting with the toffee and had made a couple of mistakes with it on the previous two batches and on the batch she made here she claimed that she should have added more salt and she wanted to cover it in chocolate but I think it was perfect. She only took a little of it back with her when she went back to Crystal's house and even so, I was eating it for the next four days — it was that rich.

Jackie put together a pan of her mother's lasagna recipe but modified it by adding cheddar cheese to the top. It's an interesting variation and I like it! I think she might try some other cheeses and keep playing with the idea. The cheddar is delicious, but it tends to mask out the lighter cheeses like the ricotta and the mozzarella. She's really good at the lasagna. Crystal had to experiment with hers a few times when she first started making it in order to get the consistency right so that it wouldn't fall apart when served. Jackie's came out great the first time, although she was working from Crystal's recipe. She made a small baking dish of it without meat for Shannon and a regular sized baking dish of it for her and me.

I had a really good meal that evening. I broke out that bottle of 50% merlot and 50% malbec blend that I had been saving. It was tasty and I liked it. The thing is though, I don't think I'm getting any better with wines. I still don't know what I really like other than to know whether or not what I happen to be drinking at the moment is good or not. I'll say it again: I have a naive palate. I offered some to Jackie and Shannon. Shannon took a sip and gave me the "bitter beer face" and wasn't interested after that. Jackie had a mouthful or two and decided that she didn't need anymore either. So, that left me with enough to last out the next four days to have a glass with the leftover lasagna and the toffee.

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Last week has been pretty busy. On Tuesday, Tom and I had lunch with two of the founders of Lina Software. Tom thinks he may know some people who would be interested in joining them and investing in their efforts. I'm still trying to find out the ins and outs of what Lina is, exactly so that I can get a handle on some questions we might ask them before talking to people who might want to check out the possibility of investing.

On Thursday, I took a vacation day to go with Tom to talk to Steve, an engineer at Therma about designing a definitive qualifying experiment for McGuffin. If you look at the page linked, you can see a picture of their office area. Yes, that is a full-sized casting of Michaelangelo's "David" standing in the middle of their open office space — that's not just some photographic legerdemain. It was one of six castings in bronze made from mold blocks made in the nineteenth century, before the World War I damage to the original marble statue. Steve gave us a tour of the facilities. The place is jam-packed with tasteful art. We got to meet the one of the company owners and founders, Joe Parisi. What an interesting fellow. He appears to be in his eighties and he is still sharp, full of energy, and in charge of the business. Apparently, he and his wife Niki are responsible for all of the art gracing their headquarters. Unfortunately for Tom and I, Steve was able to give us some advice, but not the comprehensive advice for which we were looking. He did advise us who to speak to next, so we are looking into pursuing that. Things have been pretty chaotic with McGuffin lately but we're still plugging away on it and attempting to pull in some funding.



Empty handed, surrounded by a senseless scene
With nothing of significance
Besides a shadow of a dream
You sound like an old joke
You're worn-out, a bit broke
An' askin' me time and time again
When the answer's still the same

See the world
Find an old fashioned girl
And when all's been said and done
It's the things that are given, not won
Are the things that you want

See the World
Gomez
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I know it's over... [Jul. 11th, 2008|02:51 pm]

leperchan5
[Current Music |Linkin Park - Shadow of the day]

Everything becomes a moot point when you stop thinking. Nothing is wrong per-say but nothing really is right for me. We as human struggle in own way to survive through the day. I'm still damage from my past, as we all are, but I am moving on. In general I find most things pointless. Hell even my shit, my daily life... sometimes I look at it and say, what's the point?

I mean is there really a specific "point" to living besides survival? Because what's the point of surviving if your not happy and there is little evidence that you'll ever be happy. It seems to me there are moments that do come and are grand but later on their the same events that fuck me up even more.

Before I was ever 'Happy' and I could really be considered Depressed... I was at peace. In a ironic sense I was more happy when I was depressed then when I wasn't. It's because I didn't see any light and now that I know it exist the world seems more fucked.

Maybe I feel this because I realized yesterday I wasn't over my Ex. Maybe I feel like this because my movie is getting delayed due to many facts. Or Maybe, it's because one of my students got arrested today and getting sent to Juvi.... Either way... It's Epic Fail in all directions...

-I know it's over and it never really began But in my heart it was so real...
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